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Jan 22, 2011:


♥LaLa Land™
pandai awak.



Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*22o111* .




JabberwockyJanuary.
Saturday.
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my day started a little off.
but now im BACK. \m/
high high high high high~ xDD
Sayang korang.. sentiasa kechoh.. sentiase gler.

Congrats to KakMirah for winning 2nd runner up. \m/
Saw Shafeeq T. Hafeez Hussein a.k.a. Turtle nye mummy Ann Hussein.
LoL. Really just looks like him.
tired dancing & screaming & jumping & shittz.

ohh.. and one of the singers was a bass player.
i see hope for someone..
moga awak mencapai cita-cita awak.
dan moga awak sihat sentiasa untuk bila-bila.
 
okayy. my throat really hurts right now.
bedok~ bedok bedok bedok~
tomorrow~ \m/
kechohh~


keluarga Ain ada terlalu banyak harapan atas Ain.
Tell me who hates being called "pandai".
Everytime i hear it, it's like an insult.
Semua orang..
Biar mama, biar ayah, biar abang pun..
They know it. They admitted it.

Segala harapan yang ada pada dia orang jatuh kepada Ain.
Maybe that's why setiap kali Ain tersilap, i feel mortified.
Segala tanggung jawab yang Ain tak dapat menghasilkan..
Segala puji yang Ain menginginkan tapi tak terungkap.

Kini Ain dah tak kuasa.

Mungkin kerana itu..
Hidup Ain tak tenteram.
Kotak fikrah yang sentiasa berjalan.
Suara minda Ain yang terulang-ulang.
Kebolehan Ain yang tidak pernah mencukupi.

Dan pada awak.. saya terima.
Segala keputusan dijatuhkan pada Ain.
Sesungguhnya awak memahami bahawa Ain bukannya apa..
You deserve better & i mean it.

Perangai Ain cam gini..
Truth be told even I'm disgusted with myself.
JIJIK.
apa tak lagi awak.. kan?

tak akan lagi Ain mengharapkan.
Salam.

p.s. funny how you weren't what i was gonna type for.
but my trail of thought ended witcha anyway.



LiLMiss[V]exatious

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