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Feb 28, 2011:


 ♥LaLa Land™
So this is one of those times..


Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*28o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Monday.
when you want to talk to someone so much..






but there's no one you want to talk to ideally.
Not your parents who are working.
Not your friends who are schooling.
Not even because of that.. you just don't have anyone in mind.

So im out of the house early in the morning with nowhere to go.
& no one i can see.. hug.. talk to.. laugh with.. cry in front of.
Usually i don't talk about the wars that happen in local territory..
but today, let my blog be my friend. Who gives a shit right?


28o211
& as i walked and walked i thought to myself..
i really want to go somewhere to meet someone. Don't know who though..
want to go somewhere totally far away from here..
& meet some random person I don't know but is somehow expecting me.






TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 10:25 AM



Feb 27, 2011:



 ♥LaLa Land™
if two years later..



Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*27o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Sunday.
im back. =)









So everyone in my life was like asking me..
" What now..? "
i guess we'll just have to wait & see then.
because who knows..?

A couple 'a years down the road..
ohh & my mummy hid a secret stash of
ChocoLattes
somewhere in a drawer in the house..
This is to prevent the monster from gobbling everything up.
I don't need guys who "like"s me the first time they saw me.
I need "love". Cliché but Sincere.
Where i'd honestly do anything for you without holding back.
& you'd do the same willingly without being asked.
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EastCoast was.. nice. =)
So there might be an outing with the Jurong/Lakeside peeps soon.
Crazy guys. x3 They are always uber fun! hha~
Can't wait. Better be soon! Before the overseas trip.






TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:12 PM



Feb 26, 2011:


 ♥LaLa Land™
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
wth is the water so cold?!?!.


Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*26o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Saturday.
StillFeelingSuperblyFcuked-up.









I'm a dying soldier.
ahaha!


So.. from the flu that lasted 2 weeks long..
with special effects from the overseas vaccinations.
and maybe the weather..?
i've got high fever.

PHAN-TAA~AAAS-TIQUE


Habib
So thaa~aats him.. =/ interesting.
heyy not bad. he's cute. =)
don't get me wrong.
i'm done talking about this.
Arrasyid Tan
And to what Zai said.
Younger huh.
That's not the problem.
i'm done talking about this one too.

EHK WAIT! PAUSE.
no wonder he looks familiar.
how does he know the cute girl?
hmm.. i've seen that pic before..........






TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 5:53 PM



Feb 25, 2011:


 ♥LaLa Land™
=_=
i didn't sleep a wink last night..


Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*25o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Friday.
FeelingFabulouslyFcuked-up.









I'm a walking Zombie.

War.
War again.
Never ending war.
Never changing soldiers.

Whatever. Met up with yaya at 8am at my void deck.
Yaya jogged alr so i jogged 1st to bukit batok..
Then we bought breakfast.
Mind still O.o currently. Can't think.

Anyway.. after that we sat outside my hse & played some songs.
Then i headed to RP only realising i have no reason to.
& now im in JurongSpringCC waiting for Zai.
So.. SICK.

Waiting for Zai~

2130+ currently at the TGIF clubhse.
So everyone's here. haha!
STOP POKING ME!!
Flu.. basket you flu..


Wow.. truly the first time my exhaustion reaches THIS extent.
i swear it was hard to even open my eyes throughout the day.
What viruses and sleep deprivattion can do to an alien being.
im going to lie on my bed and become unconcious for now.


TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 5:17 PM



:


♥LaLa Land™
tch. missed my deadline.
for blogwriting. haha.


Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*24o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Thursday.
sorta.











hmm.. predictions eyhh..? well..
more like.. observations of patterns/actions.
Possible results tabulated to the highest of accuracy.
Even then no one can say for sure.

No one's claiming she's psychic.
She just.. loves to take more notes.
Watching everyone's actions; expressions.
The girl notices everything you don't knowing very well, nothing is set in stone.

So i went to town today.
yay~ hha! so many things to settle.
i wonder if the product really is marketable. =/
Let's do our best and hope.




TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:11 AM



Feb 23, 2011:

♥LaLa Land™
this recurring numb-ness~
i so despise.


Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*23o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Wednesday.
kyaaaa!!!!











Why~? oh why..
both my arms still feel numb after ytd's vaccinations.
and the fever is only the beginning.
world is spinning.

haha. C R A P. so yay~
chosen as student leader for FOP.
This definitely made my day.
after all the angst and shit.

& how does he live like that? Totally vegeterian.
Cheng was like: Vee you got tissue?
Me: No why would i?.
Cheng: Coz you're a girl.
Me thinking: yeahh~ thought so too. LoL!


>>click here<<
 >and here<




TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:08 PM



Feb 22, 2011:



♥LaLa Land™
this state of high~
i can't escape.


Dear diary,, Tue-dayy*22o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Tuesday.
im just a lil bit caught in the middle~











Shampoo~ Conditioner~ Fragrance~
HEADACHE.
waaaaahhhyyiiiee~ x'((
wanna go back under the blankets..
*sob sob*



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Mama is scaring me..
she said last night she heard a lil girl's voice outside our house.
she sounded super near and was saying something like..
"Guo lai x2" or "Lai ah~"


There wasn't anyone in sight and mum had goosebumps.
& she was headed to pray at that time..
after that the sound disappeared.
Even the cats were like O.o??





TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 7:51 AM



Feb 21, 2011:



♥LaLa Land™
Woke up late for UT. xP



Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*21o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Monday.
But i didn't care.













Why do my brother's friends know my num?
should've changed when i had the chance.
Even weirder..
why do they ask me for his locations?

Chances of me seeing him weekly.. 0.0486111111111111%[really]
going out with him? 0.000000000000000000001%[about there]

So.. Entrepreneuship UT amaciaaam?
=_= zZz
Left class half an hour early after i wrote shiiyaatt.
Met up with Yaya, Lili & kelly.

Makan2.
STARBUCKS
Hamster got PMS?
ahaha!! conversation baik.

Went back to sch..
Jam @Library.
Back to Jurong..
ChineseGarden till night. xDD




TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:23 PM



Feb 20, 2011:



♥LaLa Land™
Why..??



Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*2oo211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Sunday.
Why is it that..













These days.. 
i LOVE my life..
| M E S S Y |
seriously.


Not to the extent that everything is everywhere.
but i like it flailed or something of the sort.
Just do whatever i want on impulse.
Or maybe intentionally not do anything.

The complete random-ness of my life that i used to hate..
is now my preference.
That makes sense..?
i changed again.

by the way babes..
it doesn't hurt anymore.
as it used to.. as it should..
i'm not holding it in.

i'm not holding anything in.
don't ask what IT is. i don't know.
because i really don't have anymore reason
to be bleeding inside.

unless the place im crashing at starts war again.



TalkingToStars.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 8:39 PM



Feb 19, 2011:





♥LaLa Land™
just realised..



Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*19o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Saturday.
Realised that..













I actually HAVE something to do!!
Watch the videos i downloaded~ ^^V
Yessahh!~
But esok kene angun pagi.. hmm.. =/


So addicted to
She makes dirty words sound pretty.
by PerceTheVeil


Wokayy so here is how it went down.
Woke up lazy like pig. =_= zZz
Then went J-ing! i miss the unopened BricklandRd..
apparently my stamina isn't gone.
& ate breakfast at ITE Cck. Music sale. =/

bumped into some random RP girl. xDD
Then went home to go out and come back and go out again.
Don't ask for details. Oiuve.. -.-
Went to Tamp.

Haha~ Somewhere along the way..
got lost at Yishun and ended up window shopping.
Lalala~ then to Bukit Batok.. my childhood. xD
Then decided NOT to go back Tamp and went home.

haha~ LoLwhutt?
ohh ahh! & i bought a shaker. xDD




TalkingToStars.







lLiLMiss[V]exatious

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SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:17 PM



Feb 18, 2011:



♥LaLa Land™
waa!!~ ='(


Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*18o211* .



FabliauxFebruary.
Friday.
i wanna go for AKLTG camp~ DD=






Jeryn txtd if i could coach on 9th-11th march..
but the Vietnam trip is on the 7th-20th!!
because of bloody school i haven't been coaching for months!
waaa!!~ DDDDD'=

Anyway~ ytd after the meeting prior to the overseas trip..
Me & Yaya went to the library & made some random friends.
Then Wayne came xDD "how can you not know your friend's name?!"
I just met the dude minutes before you showed up! O.o??

& you!! i saw you.
haha! didn't want to but did anyway. hi~
hmm.. UT~ xDD
& TGIF at Lakeside tonight?

referring to ytd.. i like the fact that some guys think im scary.
& i also like the fact that i can't scare some guys even if i tried.
i love that im not the same as everyone else.
and most of all.. i love that when circumstances change for me..

Life becomes more bearable.

Word of advice? Don't bitch.





TalkingToStars.








LiLMiss[V]exatious

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SyidahAinVeeJr.; 9:23 AM



Feb 17, 2011:





♥LaLa Land™


Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*17o211* .





Day10.
TEN secrets.
hmm..
;)







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 10:00 PM



:True colours.



♥LaLa Land™
hahahahahaha!


Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*17o211* .



FabliauxFebruary.
Thursday.
Random much? xP






Yaya: "What is the most difficult bloodtype to deal with?"
Me: "Mmm.. i think O something because they can donate to everyone
but can only receive from the same blood group."
*Gets back blood test results*

Yaya = A +ve
Me = O +ve
O.o||



Well~ i found myself in a predicament.
& so says the doctor a couple of months ago.. 
"you my dear.. are a very difficult patient."
Why thank you. -.- zzz




Just now in 187 from BukitBatok otw Wdlands:-

Me: *passes sketchbook to Yaya & saw random dude in truck*
Random dude in truck: =DDDDDD *looking right at us*
Me: *looks front*
"Yaya.. some dude in the truck on the right is staring at us."
Yaya: *looks* ahahahaha~!!


Ohh! And ytd while on an outing with the Looney gang..
bumped into the ElasticWasteBandBa-BandBand.
hahahaha! Thought Gerard was some bangla.. =/
After which I got back my hp at about 11pm.



Kesabaran adalah separuh dari iman. =)




TalkingToStars.








LiLMiss[V]exatious

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SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:30 PM



Feb 16, 2011:





♥LaLa Land™


Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*16o211* .





Day9.
NINE loves.
abcde
...







LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 10:00 PM



:






♥LaLa Land™
xDD Yaya angon lamba~at. haha!



Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*16o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Wednesday.
Yayy~ don't have to wake up early tomorrow. x3






Well ytd was fun~
Walked in the cold2 rain to Jurong Spring McD.
Met up with Zai & checked out his results! Yishun ITE!
After that, met up with Ahmad, Hakim, & the rest of the gang. 




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Zai was like "Nak buat pilot test?"[Wanna do the pilot test]
Me: O.o??
We went to the playground and onto that spinny2 thingy.
Haha!! Melayang pe Zai??
Giddy~ Giddy now~


They played sepak takraw ytd.
Macam kucing satu2.
hmm.. what's the dude's name again? =/ 
Anyway~ Love getting motorcycle rides~
It was gettin' late so Zai's dad sent me home.


Gonna go jln2 at Novena after UT today.
Gotta be there at 183ohrs +/-.
Gotta get my hp too.. =/
I think. Depends.



Hangin' with replugios at Artbites & talking about GenderIssues.
Gender confused bunch of lads. tsk2. haha!





TalkingToStars.








LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 9:46 AM



Feb 15, 2011:





♥LaLa Land™


Dear diary,, Tue-dayy*15o211* .





Day8.
EIGHT fears.
Always..
...







LiLMiss[V]exatious

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SyidahAinVeeJr.; 5:22 PM



:



♥LaLa Land™
xP



Dear diary,, Tue-dayy*15o211* .




FabliauxFebruary.
Tuesday.
Yayy~ xD






DoubleChocoLatte in the morn!!~
mmm~
So turns out i didn't lose my hp.
Boo. But i think i'll be changing numbers anyway..

We'll see..
Where's my paaaay?? 
& i am late!
Need to go meet yaya NOW.


tch.
& my childhood friend Daniel is joining RP in the same course this April.
His mum was like "Dah agak dorng mesti jumpe nye~ adik beradik.." =/
hmm.. we used to be super close spending everyday together.
then he moved. 

so how now brown cow?
looking forward to this year..
Casper that $%^.
when did he start calling me Adik? -.-




--------------------------------------------------
17o4hrs:-

Zaiiieee~ Lambat nye awak~ zzz
hha.. Got my blood sucked out at SATA just now.
Not enough blood running through my brain. Super stone.
Had lunch with yaya & her mum. Super cute hha!

ohh yea.. just now i left UT half an hour earlier.
& bumped into Solha at EsplanadeKaffe.
Haha!!~ Orrhorr~~~~~~~~~~
Then some random but familiar face dtg pat org alehh2 dudok.
"Heyy.. my friend says your hairstyle very cute.
With the hat & all.. see the guy with the pink shirt over there?'
*The dude hid behind his laptop. =/
After he left, me & sol went "Random seyy." hha!


TalkingToStars.





LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 10:06 AM



:





♥LaLa Land™


Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*14o211* .





Day7.
SEVEN wants.
=(
LoL. Sorry for the late post.







LiLMiss[V]exatious

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SyidahAinVeeJr.; 9:59 AM



Feb 14, 2011:



♥LaLa Land™
=)



Dear diary,,Mon-dayy*14o211* .



FabliauxFebruary.
Monday.
ValentinesDay.










haram~ tch. hha~
i lost my hp. so anything.. refer to my profile~
<<<<<
In case of emergencies. I've been meaning to change it anyway.. =/
Cool. To the guy who took out my sim.. Have fun with that budget thing.
^^V

Happy birthday Anak Cikgu!!~ xD
hha~ saw you in the morn at Cck MRT.

& Yaya told me not to look left but i degil. =(
i saw someone i didn't want to see. hha~

Ohh & today's UT coordinator cute ahh. hha~
"Today's Valentines' day! A stressful Valentines' day!"
-.- zzz
Cream rollz!!~ So high today. ^^V
Okayy.. lalala~ let's go out. =)




TalkingToStars.





LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 2:53 PM



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