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Oct 31, 2011:


Dear diary,, Mon-dayy *311o11*.

October Ode. 
Always the over-emotional person.
Longing for the faces I haven't seen for a while.

Losing people moulds you to be a coward. Insecurity in cowardice.
I want to see my loves. A lot a lot a lot. Miss you people.
& the book I'm reading helped amplify this near-insanity feeling.
Work, school, replug. 24/7hrs.

This dude refuses to talk to me & I'm getting tired of trying.
Impossible for us to be friends & chat & talk about life.
In fact when I think of him, impossible is all that comes to mind.
He makes my thoughts all jumbled up. That'll never change.

"He's not the type to do this. Not the to do that." Fargg off.

Okay I keep saying that. Hahaha. Just came back from a smoke break.
Shit. The school should really have a radio system.
The ambience was awesome at the park on a day like this listening to
Heartbreak warefare.

Meeting GS after school. We'll see how that goes.
Need to withdraw cash. Ezlink low on money.
Need to complete my Graphic design assignment too.
Aye. Working the morning shift tmr before band practice.



SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:03 AM



Dear diary,, Sun-dayy *3o1o11*.

October Ode. 
Nope. Still just a ball of confusion.
Still don't mo-fcukin' know what decisions to make; steps to take.

Advices to heed?
But I mean we all know I don't really act upon advices.
Well.. certain. =/ Hehh. Anyways.................
Almost died ytd. Had war under my roof after a 12hr shift. x.x

RT @NurulMiraMeowzx:
Why am I so fond of you? I don't get it.
Why Vee? Why?

Lalala.. more you think about it the worse it gets.
Time to sleep it off.
A couple more weeks & it's over.
Then I'd have to find a new job.

P.s. Omg Jeremy seriously smiles 24/7.
Awesome dude.
I kept playing with this hanger cart.
He caught my disease. ^^V

p.s. You'd be surprised who'd walk into an Adidas store
throughout the few weeks one's working.
SIXX came in just a while after we opened.
Regret yet again coz I was workin' & they were shopping.

Curse my not wanting to butt into people's private lives.



SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:14 AM

Oct 28, 2011:

Siol aaaahhh!!

Dear diary,, Fri-dayy *281o11*.

October Ode. 
Today is a complete waste of time.

Really. Ohh GOD!! Eddie's class was just;
Me walking around school & .hitting walls with my skull.
& now I'm attending some crapshit CV/PD/CB talk by Joyce.
Wahh sibeh sian!! I'm dying. Gradually DYINGG.

Everyone's flooding twitter with complaints.

Syiokk ahh. _|_ Ehh when are you going to finish Joycee?!?!?!
Go home lahh. Go homeeeee. -.- LameLameLame. Killing my braincells
Know how when we start clapping everyone else does?
We really have no life right now. RP!! Why so stupiiiiiddddd???

I have to draw 5 stamp designs on A3 by tomorrow. Uploaded. WTF.
Hamanahamanahamana~ I've got work tomorrow morning & on sunday!
Upload how??? No laptop, no scanner, go jump of a cliff Eddie. GO.
Plus I have to retrieve my laptop before work. $380?! Salary BURNED.

Head to IT helpdesk on Monday to reinstall AdobeCS4.

I've got work on the 9th Nov & 100% bumpin for Replug.
Shit. Gonna be late. Also that thing Govin asked to go on the 21st.
$50 for 2hrs after school.
Kayy my life = _|_

Chinese mafias are watching youu. Hahaha!



SyidahAinVeeJr.; 5:27 PM

Oct 21, 2011:

Siol ahh.

Dear diary,, Fri-dayy *211o11*.

October Ode. 
Sian. I've got no laptop with me now.
& today's class has a compulsory laptop requirement.

Might as well go home, roll around & sleep.
But I've got band prac at 7.
Fargg. -.-

& Eddie refused to mark me absent as we speak.
Siol ahh~ Who wants a D siaaaa~?
So what if being absent is serious.

2 days ago I finally bump into my ex again in sch.So hard to bump into the dude. Hahaha. Medium-length silky hair~
ROFL. Why Azfar whyy?? Hahaha. Basket call me Anak Jumaat.
He's my brother from another mother. ._.|| Now it feels like incest.

Haha. Kayy it's raining, I'm cold, seriously sleepy..
& I wanna watch real steel next week!!~
Yeapp. Boredd.



SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:27 PM

Oct 19, 2011:With effort.


Dear diary,, Tue-dayy *2o1o11*.

October Ode. 
Had work. Clocked in at 1pm instead of 11am.
Whoopzz. But had loads of fun in an emptier stall. Weekdays maahh~

Syiok running around the stall & looking at things to buy.
Reserved a blue HighCut. Woohoohoo!!~ Awesome.
& loads'a cute kids came in!
One in particular stared at the mirror & danced her heart out~ xP

Careful guys.. some shoes are made from pigskin.
I had sour candy to keep me awake & bought Elle some sweets.
KinderBueno & the whistling candy to keep her occupied. HAHA!
Almost headed to MarinaBaySands just to get the original KinderSurprise.

Hafies clocked in after me at 6pm.
So when I leave for school, he leaves school for work.
Nyaww~ Sadded I missed him hahs.
Jeremy always has that smile plastered on his face 24/7. ._.

Crazy dude laughs to himself. Lucky him, he's good looking.
Hopefully next year's Bali plans will work out.
Getting jealous of Elnah's stories about going Bali with her boyf. soon.
Hehehe~ so after replug ytd me, Leena & Herlmi had a "fun" conv.


Nevermind what we talked about.
Viewers' discretion is advised. ;)
I'm stuck in class. Dying. Of flu.
Holy moly guacamole. =_____=



SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:28 AM

♫|Nostalgia| |Melancholy|♪