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May 22, 2011:I'm not perfect just like everyone else. Special.


♥LaLa Land™
Je suis vraiment désolé~


Dear diary,, S-dayy*22o511* .



MacadamiaaaaMay. ♥
Weekends.
I must admit I'm not a saint let alone an angel.
We are all sinners doing our best to work on ourselves.



It isn't as bad as it sounds.
Because no matter whom..
You HAVE sinned.
It's whether you submit to your actions and ask for forgiveness that matters.





I'm slowly trying to figure out who i am really.
This isn't about faith. It's about an unsolved identity crisis.
I'm not an EmoNemo. I'm not a byatchh bent on your destruction.
I don't think I'm the smartest girl in the word. Stupid maybe.
My decisions are reckless. My emotions unstable.
I am definitely NOT insecure anymore.
I may be paranoid at times..


But I'm honestly fine with myself.. =)
Although.. I truly2 think that i am psychopathic.
Not in a straight jacket kinda way.. Just.. Unstable. HAHA!
If I'm fine with that what rights do you have not to be?
I'm indecisive. Fickle minded. I don't find life easy.
I get carried away sometimes. Reckless.
My thoughts very much restless.

But then, what made you want to know me in the first place if not this. ;P


I won't blanket the people i care about with my problems anymore.
If God's my only QuantumSolace then alright.. please take care of me.
But i should tell you he's FAR from Quantum. On the contrary..
& i should say.. This isn't telling the world how much i love him. ♥
& should you think so well.. alright then. =)
Need i remind you how much you..
don't need to visit my blog against your will?


God is.. like my shelter. When i'm paranoid.. God calmed my heart.
My family when blood runs thin. When I'm alone outside at 3 am cold.When no one knew and no one cared. Not that I blame them.
In fact I know very well that we are all human. As much as we want to..
We can't always know everything that's going on. Be there everytime.
I'm not masochistic. Bent on torturing myself whining no one cares.
In fact quite the opposite. I'm so grateful to have people who love me.
They try hard. & it's not wrong or anything.. You tried. =)
It's just that God's naturally there. Don't need to try.




Do you even realise that someONE is always watching over?
One isn't even a digit to what he can do for you..
All you have to do is ask. Why didn't i ask?
We still have the chance.. Ever loving..





TalkingToStars. ♥




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