Like as if she never met me.
Before this I wanna wish DBHB Ro & Matin a very happy 18th birthday.
Hope you guys liked our surprise. =)
Nutella cake!!~ So funny~ Waiting for Shanice to upload pictures.
Kinda wish we did it at the outside garden instead of inside the Lawn itself.
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Mary: "Blessed are the forgetful,
for they get the better even of their blunders.
-Nietzsche. Beyond Good and Evil.
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
-Alexander Pope. Eloisa to Abelard poem.
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"Yes.. how happy is the blameless vestal's lot?
& i question the sins that come from their decisions.
Would it truly be a much better, maybe even ideal alternative?
If it was an option..? Everyone would wish to forget.
Impressive are the numbers to which I've predicted, deliberately will.
More impressive? The numbers of the forgotten. A sad plague.
What is the worst of misery but the loved ones of those with Alzheimer's?
An endless cycle. If it was an option.. everyone would choose to forget.
Better be forgetting than forgotten. If forgotten, let's forget.
Something worth forgetting must be something of definite value.
In which is equivalent to something that kills when remembered.
And the forgotten.. that something.. that someone..
As that pang of misery hits, should I want to forget as well.
What if I told you.. you're one I'd love to forget.
If it was an option.. I'd want to be rid of this knowledge, having ever met you.
Something worth forgetting must be of definite value. Kills me inside slowly.
Because to keep you around is nothing but selfish.
Love is all about timings.
This is like running to catch the last train, knowing it's too late.
& for having treated you that way, justice served.
I'll be like the old flame. Who lingers in thoughts of what could've been.
The answers will come with me through the last prayer of the day.
