Jul 4, 2011:
hi.
Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*o4o611* .Mondayy.
Bloody hungry. Stomach in knots.
Well.. after Ignite I pretty much stoned.
Haha! Sunday.. Sunday.. Did my best to try & complete homework
Mehh. How did that work out? Nyehh~~~ not so good.
So ended up getting my hair layered before heading to NUH to visit ZanaBabyJr.
Poor baby.. She said it hurts. The numbing med didn't last long enough.
When she woke up, the painkillers weren't in her system yet.
& i've got no clue what to say to or do for her.
Awesome sis i am. Wow. *sighh..
Seriously. It's the same awkward feeling you get when..
someone you care about feels so bad but you can't relate.
You're brain is thinking of a million ways to cheer them up or at least..
keep them entertained but the only words at the tip of your tongue are..
blagurburblefaggufraffamuhhaffuhhmehhnyehh~ ngehh..
Could have been better if it was daytime & i could make noise &
jump around all hyper making a fool out of myself getting her to laugh.
Plus i had a bit of a bitter moment with Daddy'Ogrouchy moments before.
I'm telling you.. BigDaddy? Not so much the LoveyDovey mushywushy type.
Even worse was after that when my gastric started acting up.
Wanted my dinner to be inst. noodles at 7eleven somewhere around cck.
Got into a huge argument with mummy dearest. Really huge i lost it.
The police was called on us. But by the time they arrived..
We already sorted things out. Yeah we rock.
Guys i tell my friends? Yeahh they're okay.
Guys i tell my mother..? Hahaha~ Woahh.
My mumma's my best friend. We 'cool like that.
But when we fight..? BOY do we fight. =( Should really stop.
Today.. drawing class scuked away my soul. Almost left with nothing.
Mindfcuked. Mindfcuked. Mindfcuked..
Ohh goodness gracious God!
Your totally AWESOME-ness just leaves my jaw hanging.
Sculpting the universe atom by atom & running everything in clockworks.
TalkingToStars. ♥
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:35 PM
♫|Nostalgia|
|Melancholy|♪
