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Jul 29, 2011:Please.


♥LaLa Land™
Nice to have a smokin' buddy.


Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*29o711* .


JacquardJuly. ♥
Fridayy.
Thank God.
=)


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"I don't know.. I just think you deserve someone better than him.
I don't know if it's coz she's a friend who just cares for me..
Or fact that she saw him with her.. that she's not an asskisser.

& isn't rash enough to make stupid decisions..
but God.. let's hope she's right.


Had a smoke before heading home with Karthik.
Early home because of that shit-assed Dreamweaver i need to complete.
Urghh. It's a Friday for goodness sake. -.-
I feel so miserable.
 


"Life is too exciting.



"Maybe i should just quit school. I mean what for exactly??
"Ehh don't lah. At least get a diploma. You can do whatever you want with it.
"Yeah. Exactly. What? What can i do with a NewMedia diploma?When i told mama i was scared because I've got no direction..


Mama said "Just find a job & do whatever you want with the money.
If you wanna travel or stuff. I'll still support you till you're married.
1. Married. Pfft.
2. What she doesn't get is.. for how long? Only if she's there. What if?
 

It's not a subject I want to talk about but really.
That's if she's still there? What if she's not?
Forced to stand on my own 2 feet.
I haven't got a fucking clue what I'm to do with my life.


Karthik said "What do you want to do? Think of something.
Go home, clear your head & think of something. The cafe?
How are you going to achieve that? Work with enough pay.
How are you going to do that. Maybe not Sg but overseas?

 
Just clear your head & think about it. You'll find something I'm sure.
How the hell do you feel so calm ah babe?
I don't even know if I'm too young to think bout this coz there's only
1yearleft.
 

If not counting the rest of the semester.
Gotta do our FYP shit. Go for some internship.
God knows what else there is.. get stuck with a corporate designing job?
Where'll i be when I'm 2o? What'll i do then? Where'll i go?

How to survive?
Thinking. Too. Much.







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