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Nov 2, 2011:


LaLaLand
Quantum solace..


Dear diary,, Wed-dayy *o21111*.



November'sNacreousClouds. 
Wednesday.
Lack of sleep.. but before mummy left the house she was all..
"Kiss, kiss!" & cuddled my nose with hers like she does my cats.


Hahaha! We have our moments..
& I love how lovely & warm our house looks in the morning.
The smell of the living room.. Maybe Kak Ira's perfume lingering..
My 5 senses on overdrive lately. These will be the things I'd miss.



Just like how I felt at the park just now..
A beautiful clear day with loads of dragonflies & birds fluttering the skies.
My classmates laughing their asses off making fun of each other.
None of that "taking it personally" shit. Even with racist jokes.



I mean it is all for fun, laughter, peace & joy.
No harm done, no offense taken.
Right; right? =D
That's us.. enjoying our youth.



Tears well up too easily for me these days.
Sprinkled all over my cheeks for no big reason.
Just continuously being engulfed in the feeling of nostalgia & melancholy.
Since when? A long time ago but these days it's too evident.


Wanderlust eyhh?
I've been skimming through Jeremy's overseas photos.
Oh Dear God, nothing was ever this apparent for me.
There's no doubt at all in my mind about how much I want to travel.


Not to escape troubles in life; no.
I just wanna see more.
Because this world is filld with beautiful places it'll be such a waste not to explore.
Amazing creations from the BIG GUY up there. That I'll never forget home.



Home is my favourite place, the world is my favourite study.
I really want to explore; exchange; experience.
It don't matter what people think be it if they find me over-sentimental.
The feeling of freedom & strive 'd be sufficient to make up for it all.



Just like when I was in Melacca or Langkawi or Vietnam..
being away liberates the feeling of being weighed down.
I just need to hit the European countries. The architecture demanded my interest.
Tugs on my eyes & pulls back my soul. It's a calling.

 



 











Really am obsessed with travelling.
Funny thing is? Out of the many pictures.. 

I didn't post the picture that I wanted to. Got tired of searching for it in Jer's album.
The more I skim the more pictures I'd wanna put in.



p.s. My classmates are cute going at their attempt
to properly pronounce tongue twisters.









TalkingToStars. 



LiLMiss[V]exatious

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:07 PM



♫|Nostalgia| |Melancholy|♪