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Dec 3, 2011:I love high places.. love being out on my own.


♥LaLaLand™
System of a down.


Dear diary,, Fri-dayy *o11211*.



Diabolical December. ♥
Friday.
Finding it harder to wake up to each day.
I've been overthinking again. Wish I was a guy. Quieter.


Felt so bad.. I wanted to stone alone but..
It don't work with strangers around. In fact it's harder.
Glad I bumped into Dansen during breaktime.
& the crushing group hug I got from the gang. Jor-el, Matt, Nick I guess.


What's that mum? F-fe-feed the horses??
Sorry man.. gtg. My mum needs me to feed the horses. Hha.
Or imagine crying your fcukin' eyes out & then scukin' it all in right before you enter class.
*sob2 *wailing *tears *wipe everything! "Yo sup guys!! 8D \m/
 

I feel so uncomfortably wrong.
With my life.
& where it's heading; & my uninterested view of work in class.
& my suffering GPA following that.


My procrastination that was a result of my loss of what the future can bring..
that will in turn.. lead to my demise & therefore..
Made me even more stoic.
Just super tired.. I need to talk.. to him for a minute.



Anyway.. after school ytd, a bunch of us Replugios went to the Arts house.
Had fun watching Dilly & his friend perform.
They're called the Bloody Fat Fucks yaw.
Wasn't bad.. it's a nice change from school.

















TalkingToStars. ♥



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♫|Nostalgia| |Melancholy|♪