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Dec 13, 2011:Slow down..


LaLaLand
"You learn something everyday..".


Dear diary,,



Diabolical December. 
Monday.
Heard that saying before? I'm sure you have..
Here again.. reflecting. Not only beating myself up like I always do.


I don't know.. I've always been observing. Everyone in my life..
& there's this someone.. I look up to. Never have I seen a day go by..

..without her smiling. She's strong; & positive regardless what may come.

Not because she's good at running. She accepts.



Coming to terms with knowing.. sometimes things don't work out the way we plan.
But hey~ it's fine. Coz other things do. That's why we can afford to laugh right?
& she's only a day older than me. For shame. The difference in maturity levels.
There's beauty in everything. If the world gets a lil' ugly.. or scary.. let there be light.


I've always been blaming. Overthinking & then blaming again.
Blame myself for being an idiot.. blaming time for moving too fast.
I used to always ask myself to stop & smell the flowers.
That's where portrait drawing; art; music; sweets.. came into my life.


Since when did I get too busy for all of this?
I shall make full use of my holidays.
Live, laugh, love much.
I love you. & with that.. comes the package you can't avoid.


Pain.
I won't have you.

& hey.. okay.. give me time.

I know of the broken road. God bless..


Smile.
Love.
Be happy.
& here we part.







TalkingToStars. 



LiLMiss[V]exatious

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♫|Nostalgia| |Melancholy|♪