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Jan 19, 2012:Eee.


Dear diary,, Thur-dayy *19o112*.

Jello January. 
Hais. The sweet guy hates me doesn't he. Feel so fugged.
Lad won't even look me in the eye. I miss my friend. But that was brief. & 2 years ago.

Sakit siol. What am I supposed to do with you?
What's the right move?
I long for you, by me. As a friend. Or is that honestly too much to ask from you.
I.. really just wanna hang out & laugh with you again one day. Totally comfortable.

I hate emotions.
I miss people.
Fcuking loser.
Still feel fugged.

Met up with Nash for smoke break. Electric cigarettes. Grape flavour. Cool!
Some bestfriend huh? Been so long since we hung out. & we live 2 blocks away. -.-
& I borrowed Nisa's lappy for UT again. Yay. Hahs.
I feel all "floaty". Like my feet aren't touching the ground.

& I'm in ultimate sulk mode.
Because of my 1st semester internship I won't be able to try for Student leader.
hman Orientation. & I won't be able to go to Thailand. Even if I could, there's no cash.

I really want to go Thailand. I made Nisa & Yaya promise to take loads of pictures.

Oh yes. This last thing.
A girl with long straight hair and blue contact lens tapped me at booklink.
We had this whole conversation about how my hairstyle changed & stuff..
but I still don't know who she is really.

Seriously can't remember. Wish her friends called her name. ._.



SyidahAinVeeJr.; 6:06 PM

♫|Nostalgia| |Melancholy|♪