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Jan 6, 2012:New Years Eve '11- '12


♥LaLaLand™
Happy New year.


Dear diary,, Sat-dayy *311211*.



Diabolical December. ♥
Saturday.
Change of plans. Decided to go to the bbq afterall. So glad I did. =)So comfortable.. just the 4 of us under the many stars.


They were right. The world seemed so vast.. I really am glad I did.
Hectic way of getting there though. A lot of screaming from me since I was effing scared.
We had 2 bikes; both Ahmads'. We split all the things we needed to bring.
Zai cycled me there. Ahmad cycled the ice container. Chaos everywhere.






At the start the location was a bit weird. But after popping out the tent.. wow.
Words can't describe how happy I felt.. in the middle of nowhere grinning ear to ear.
This crazy person did. We had music.. we had food~ we had a "campfire".
& a spectacular view of flare guns shot frm M'sia & fireworks a couple 'mins later.











No crowds.. great weather.. cute people.. warm feeling.
It lasted quite awhile. =) Ahmad got back just in time from fetching Yanie.
Let's just say.. we had loads'a fun. =)
But we were damn shagged the day after.










Zai went to sent some stuff home while me & Ahmad slacked at A's void deck.
Reflecting on what happened to the Late Khalid. WP really has changed after his passing.
In a way he's comically scary. He means well but he brings himself out as someone strict.
He really did hold them together. Up till his last breath. The many tears shed for him.










The tribute sent out to him on youtube left no eyes dry.
Though now his mum really dotes on his bestfriend Shazri. Even more so than his real mum.
Not that we can't understand. But when we heard that story of her calling out to him by accident,man that sent shivers down our spines. 












When someone passes.. it all seams surreal.
Like you'd wake up to a day you'd bump into them around the corner.
Until one day the fact hits you with full impact. It's permanent.
They're not coming back are they? Its not the loss. It's the memories they leave behind.












The promises. He had a bright future. They offered him to be a music producer.His voice was awesome. He also got the place he wanted for NS. Home Team.
The person who suffered so much.. Shazri. I wonder how he's doing right now.
&amp; Ahmad who always dreamt of one day hearing his voice at JYC again.





"Mad, cam? Main pool pahh?"
( "Sup mad? How about a game of pool?" )
Good lad. Tak suka menyusahkan orang.
He's definitey not the type to burden people.








TalkingToStars. ♥



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♫|Nostalgia| |Melancholy|♪