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Feb 4, 2012:& don't you forget~ It don't matter whatchu think.


♥LaLaLand™
Back to sec sch days..


Dear diary,, Sat-dayy *o4o212*.



Fabricated February. ♥
Saturday.
Secondary school feelings~
I'm not in love. I feel fine. At times lonely but that's no reason to lie to myself.


Not that everything before was a lie but.. I don't want to be that kind of person.
I was never that kind of person. Someone who can't live without boys.
& definitely not right now I swear.
I'm only sorry I keep wondering back.



If I were to fall for someone as much as I loved Ris..
I'll make sure he's not just a replica.
But you know.. I'd love it if he contained bits and pieces of the people around me.
Although in the end I know there's no such thing as marriage for me. I have my reasons.


Hekk~ Someone who gives awesome hugs like my buddy Matt.
Someone I never run out of topics with like my bestfriends.
Someone whom I can show my ugly sides to like Dardar.
Crazy assed fb spamming doofus like Rahman.


Unpredictability like Panda.
Straightforward, always by my side & always fun when going out R.
Caring & 1st to ask about me GS.
Not easily able to forget & ever so sweet like M.


Or someone that's nothing like these people but I'd fall for him anyway.
But maybe.. someone who.. can live without me.
Because the end result is the same.
I wonder where I'd be 5 years after I graduate. 


Dear God, please plan my fate properly.
Don't make me look too pitiful. =)
Hahaha~ makes me wanna punch someone.
Hais. I'm fine. ^^


Sweet guy is sweet. Y so sweet?
Sweet guy needs to get some hot chiobu.
I hope so. It's very possible.
But sweet guy has gotta learn to say it out.


Dude you got to say it out when that time comes.



Anyways.. Gahh!! Overly gooey chewy mush gushy people creep me out.
Can you like not? Hais. It's ohhkayyee~
=) I'm never alone.
& I know that.













 TalkingToStars. ♥



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