Mar 5, 2012:I'm not going to stop.
Dear diary,, Mon-dayy *o5o312*.
Mad's right. @LeStrangeKidd93 is difficult.
Maybe my thinking about this.. is in a way that is different from him..
But oh well. Switching topics,Crisis of Faith. Fear of judgement day. Relief of grief.
You know.. I'm not gonna shove my religion up people's throats.
Coz Islam isn't a religion. It's a way of life. What's the point of forcing people to believe in what they don't?
Want someone to understand? You have to path the way 1st.
Just like Prophet Muhammad(PBUH) did. His perfection is of a high caliber though..
But attempt your best. "Be the change you want to see in the world." - Mahatma GandhiBefore you do anything externally.. you have got to reflect internally 1st & foremost.
One good lesson I learnt from not sleeping yesterday?
"You can't give up on anyone."
Honestly. Matters of Entry to Eden can only be decided between YOU & GOD.
God doesn't take testimonials from the people around you. He doesn't need to.
He's all-knowing.
Sees every single thing you do. Everything.He doesn't take a day off because that's how much he loves us.
Even if you think he doesn't love you.. multiply the extent by the billions is how much he does.
Even you at your worst, even if you take the lives of many, even if the sins you've commit?
Are inexcusable & largely frowned upon by society & should the secrets you bear leak out..
No one.. not even your closest kinship will forgive you.. well guess what?
Allah s.a.t. will. He is the only one who has an unconditional guarantee on you.
You spoiled your life, you take the warranty & seek God's forgiveness, he'll make everything better.
But that's the catch.
You gotta ask for forgiveness.
Kneel down in utmost sincerity & recognize your mistake. Make a solemn promise to never do it again.
Do it.& honestly repent. Meaning to never do it again.
Another awesome lesson I've learnt a couple of hours ago..
"& when they found themselves angry.. they forgave."
-For these are the people of high caliber. & the reward for this is unimaginable.Allah will take care of them.
You have no idea how extreme that reward is?Anger management is an issue we should all learn to sort out.
Don't forget that everything here is so worldly & life isn't as significant a matter as we thought.
Why not chase for a far better life that lasts much.. much longer? Here's only temporary.
"Butterflies can't see their wings.
They can't see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone else can.
People are like that as well."
& the deserving will witness a luxury more sweeter than anything ever seen before.
In a world of similitude to this one but far better in all things good.
Like God closed the lid on Pandora's box.
What do you like most in this world? Pizza? Skating? Slacking the day away? Hiking?
Imagine a life where you can do everything you want with everyone you love & none of the bad stuff.
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:07 PM
♫|Nostalgia|
|Melancholy|♪
