Mar 10, 2012:Less of the negativity. ^^ So far so good.
Dear diary,, Sat-dayy *1oo312*.
Been updating less lately. Why? Uhm.. I forgot?
Yesterday wuz(was) zawesamzzz(awesome). \m/
Me & Zai walked an estimated 10km++ from Changi Village to Changi beach pass the army base
pass the airport along the pathway to East Coast Park without stopping through nightfall.
I see why Zai & Abg Mohd Noh called it "memory lane". I see how huge the airport is now. Dudezz..
But it was good exercise. I was surprised at how much energy we had through out the day.
Better have lost a lot'a weight by now! Hahaha~ We were mad kids dancing & fooling around.
Finally took the bus around town. Got on the train at Dhoby Ghaut reaching hm pass midnight.
Yeapp.. This is madness. & I question the reason for it all but shed no regret. BANZAI!LoLzz~ Shuddap Vee. Okay can. xO
Anyway~ uhm.. hi guyzz~ Life has been a whole lot easier. ^^
I used to think religion and life was a separate matter altogether. That we set aside time for it.
That we have to if we dun wanna g.t.hell. But It's more like.. when you find faith, you find purpose.
Oh my gawshh the cheesy words came out again. =O But I mean it.
It's like you'll never be able to prove me wrong/believe me unless you try it for yourself.
Like a direction. You think religion is about shaping you into a good kid. Keep you outta trouble.
It's not only that.. Islam kinda makes you a whole lot happier with yourself. Teaches you a lot.
Like how it's better to forgive even though it's hard..
Or how it doesn't matter what people think of you but rather what God thinks of you.
& what you think of yourself. Like a goal. If you're a good kid, you fulfill your requirements.
You can chillax a lil' & not worry about life too much. Coz you know you won't get in trouble.
This feeling's really like Bob Marley's "Don't worry". & on top of it, Pug Jelly's "Osaka sundown"
I'm cool but high & jumpy & happy. Ya know?
I have room to be. Allowed to be.
I'm a Free Spirit.
Like a feather. Like the paua shell necklace always hung around my neck. Care to join me?
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:09 PM
♫|Nostalgia|
|Melancholy|♪
