& we the Malays nowadays think that we weren't that established but-
Surprisingly no. =/ We were very. Possibly way more in terms of travelling the world & such.
Trading; hierarchies.. It's just that we don't really jot things down.
Although the Bugis existed long before the term "Malay" & had their own written language.
Okay.. So what I've learnt? The jobs of a Production Coordinator. Quite stressing. =/
But during the shoots itself; everything's awesome. You just have to enjoy yourself. =)
I've also done wardrobe for Goalie. That was uber fun because of the kids. xD
& other small things here & there like transcripts; errands in MediaCorp & buying stuffz.
NTS: Call time this Saturday is at 9am.
1st location's at Jurong KartRight for Opai's go-kart competition;
& 2nd's at Republic Polytechnic floorball hall. Yaayy~
It is truly.. not all fun & games.
I dare say that the old me would have cracked.
No exaggerations in the term "Blood, sweat and tears."
Like hell*pardon me* I'd let them see me cry.
When you've gotten the worst; you're not afraid anymore.
& right now I'm not afraid to die (Literally yes.); not afraid to get scolded; pushed around
; stepped on; given a shitload of work to do. Because it doesn't feel that bad. =)
The things that they gave me responsibility to do.. I can have quite fairly done.
To the best of my capabilities. =)
That's why I love Allah s.w.t. so much.
Because- come on; honestly.. what's the worst a fellow human can do to you?
Kidnap; torture; bully; beat up; with a weapon; kill; slowly set on fire?
Considering this is Singapore I think the worst would be being stabbed to death.
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But then I don't think I've ever done anything to anyone. But if it so happens that way..
I think I'm quite secured. I'm not afraid of death; I'm afraid of the pain. That's Islam.
You have all the information you need to know that what you're following is the truth.So much so that at times.. life feels like an exhausting-ly slow process.
Although I think I've never seen better days before these.
I used to be so insecure & scared & in depression. To which extent you have no idea.
Scared of death; shaken by trials; a crybaby & close to insanity. Maybe've gone past it. =/
Used to stand in the middle of the street & find myself slowing down.
Had my head thinking how it'd feel to collide with the cold metal bumper or stabbed by a cold blade.
Without religion; suicide is really not a problem really.Come on. There's no God right? So if you die; you'll just disappear right?
Then suicide is completely fine if you think your life is so unbearable & just sheer bullshit(sorry).
But what if I said.. yes. The God; The Almighty Lord; He exists. And we have proof.
Will you not consider it?
If you don't; it's not my loss. I can still be friends witchu! ^^ If you want.
If you're not my friend.. my life will still be stable and happy~ ^^
If there's a Hell; as long as I do what is expected & live as a good person, I know I'm safe.
If there's heaven & I've really done a good job then Alhamdulillah.. I just want to avoid hell. =)
