I thought; ".. ah.. I guess we're all human anyway. So.." it was nice to be able to laugh at
Lina's imitation of a Thai accent and Jun's bad Malay and Ibrahim's teasing.
Rather than a job, to me it feels like a home. So many awesome, funny, hardworking people..Chasing for deadlines but dropping everything to go to lunch together. =)
Outside a sliding glass door is the open corridor where therein sits a swing & tables & chairs
to eat and chat around during lunch. Our lunch timing is very flexible. We can go whenever.
Estimated 1 hour long and as long as we complete all our assignments by the deadline.
I've only started Transcribing (putting in subtitles to) videos like Gila Sukan[Crazy for Sports] etc.
What I've been told is that I'm taking over Endy & Gideon in Production Coordination & research.
They're gonna need me for Gila Sukan, Jalan Season V & Bishan to Beijing.
So when I let go of N.A.J. I was so glad that I've already learnt to trust Allah s.w.t. ..
I've heard that God takes something away from you only to present you with something better.
& sure enough..? Here is Oak3 Films.. a place where I know I can fit in snugly.
If I do something wrong & get scolded, I'll take it. If I have a lot of work? I'll do my best.
And the rolling clouds that adorn the velvety blue; at times sapphire; at times bluish grey
skies float locked in it's liquid-like layers to call all my worries away. & I've truly learnt to love life.
So far.. All I've been saying is "I need to stop being so insecure & depressed & angsty &
vulnerable & moodswingy & fickle but Masha'Allah..
Something about God being Infinite(him thinking this means no space for anything else)..
And that the separation between God and His creations, is just ignorant fiction.
I told him to bear in mind that God is Most Wise & All Knowing. He can do anything He wants.
He knows that of which we know not.
He of course, sought me up at my channel and so we debated back and forth by messages.
I won! Argument wise in rationalism and reasoning and putting Faith aside.
& although it's not like he converted to Islam or anything straight away.
I wouldn't know if he would.. but if he does, Alhamdulillah. Because he's a nice bloke.
Eitherway, I think.. I've found a friend.
And I'm gonna go research on this recommendation of his.
See, the problem is like.. I told him to "seal your cookie jar properly, make sure it's airtight or it'll get soft." And he genuinely believing that it won't get soft but I can go ahead and seal mine.
But reasoning with me that he likes the taste better that way. In other words, it doesn't add up.
He lost at the part where I asked him of the contents in the Qur'an amongst other things.
The geographical, historical, medical, scientifical, astronomical, physical, moral ethical
information evident in the Holy Book, was not available at that time due to the
lack of knowledge and equipment let alone the fact that Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. lived in
the desert and was an uneducated man in terms of reading and writing.
The scripture couldn't be written from man because it was too perfect down to vocabulary.
And therein.. lie verses that issues a challenge to mankind to test it or try to write even
one chapter like it. 1400 years have passed and nothing. The book speaks for it self.
Because if God made a book, it'd be perfect.
It couldn't have been made by the devil because the book speaks of love..
& morality & charity & "karma" & hell. Why'd it send us astray? On what basis?
We love too much?
So that was what I wanted him to think about.
"What are your opinions on the capability of mankind producing a perfect literary guide on life?"
