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I just wanna meet more people.

Dear diary,, Thur-dayy *241111*.

Thursday.

Seriously. I've been saying that a lot.

Too much distrust on everyone around me.

Thinking "Do you even care?" & the wrong feeling you gt when you hang out.
Because even with so many people..
how the hell does one feel this........ alone?

Seriously need to meet new people. Seriously need my vacation.

I don't have a disliking towards any one person right now; just..

the part of people that feels so hipocritical.

If you don't like an aspect of someone, tell them.
If you don't want to do something, share some ideas.
 

If you have your thoughts say it out..
If you want something to change, confront. Fight for it.
Why mask yourself?
Uncomfortable. You're not being nice. You just like to think so.

Saw the gang again. Matt, Nick & Jorel.
Hahafies was there. So was Azio.
Felt so Lethargic.
Dinner with Yaya & Nisa at CivicC. McDonald's.

TalkingToStars. ♥

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 10:32 PM



Nov 23, 2011:Trés surréaliste..

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Demande combien de temps cela va durer..?

Dear diary,, Tue-dayy *221111*.

Wednesday.

Scuks~ woke up late. I did close to nothing at class.. Nothing to help.

Ended up out & at CWP replacing Dansen's guitar string~

& watching 23:59 with Kevin, Insyirah & Marco.
Had a good laugh. They were scared. Hahaha!
The movie was quite touching actually.. as opposed to being scary.

Ran around the school a lot. POSBs.. Free food.. PSEA forms..

Whatever man.. finally saw Dansen at the park.

Dummy's hp batt was flat. Glad Vic told me where he was.

Hangin' out with Daryl, Turtle, Jorel & Nisa while waiting for Yaya.
Then Nick & Matthew & gang came. Enthu bunch.
 

Huggies!!~ Diapers.
Poop.
Haha. 'da fuck? & Matthew literally swept me off my feet. -.-
That hug was suffocating. Hahaha~ Just coz he's super tall.

 
No man..
Seriously this can't go on.. as in not the shit i typed up there..
Just.......... this. My insanity levels?
Yay. ROFLMAOTNASA

Cabbed home barely reaching the metre.

TalkingToStars. ♥

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 10:45 PM



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In a snap.

Dear diary,, Tue-dayy *221111*.

Tuesday.

Cabbed to school late~

Free food!!~

Mum was at Agora halls for some kindergarten conference..
What luck!~ I was super hungry.. & tired.
Ended up going with Krsna to Kallang to watch Immortals.

Cringing at the scenes & the temperature.

Early day home.. wasn't feeling too well.

Very much under the weather..

It's the head talking.
Being paranoid is second nature to me.
 

That aside.. I see someone's constantly waiting to bury me in deep.
Hehh. Sounds like sex. But no. He keeps watch on me.
Always finding excuses to put blame me.
Always going for that old story.


Till the one day you realise that you were never fighting with me.. let alone for me.
No.. you were fighting against me.

TalkingToStars. ♥

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:37 AM



Nov 22, 2011:Controversial porn. LMAO!

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RitzCarlton.

Dear diary,, Mon-dayy *211111*.

Monday.

Welcome to the hotel Californiaa~

Such a lovely place~ Such a lovely face..

So we were picked to be flower girls at this extravagant Indian wedding.

The thing was huge, the groom was hot & I heard he flew the whole family
down from the home country. Rich doesn't even begin to describe it.

What a beautiful wedding~2 says the bridesmaid to the waiter..

We had to stand at the entrance in killer heels for hours

holding candles throwing roses & rose water.

It was worth it. With me was Ezzah & Diahh & 5 other chinese girls.
After that when we ended our hours I went for a smoke & dinner with Daryl..

Govin was still performing till 10+/-.
Seriously dying in my heels. OMG.
Krishna sent me & Daryl to Bishan mrt.
Took the red line & ended up hangin' with Daryl.

It pays to know people. Hahaha!!
The cakes we never ate. Well I ate the cherry though.. =/

Truth or dare.

Hahaha. I tell you the green tea chocolate they gave as the wedding gift?


Sucked.

TalkingToStars. ♥

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:15 PM



Nov 20, 2011:Flame awards 20'11.

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What is life?

Dear diary,, Sat-dayy *191111*.

Saturday.

What is air? Hahaha. Okay so hear goes the 411.

Had a nice night spent with awesome people.

Having Flames in South Agora is the biggest turnoff but..

We made the most out of it. Even worse was the schools strict policy..

Well.. the new one at least. All activities should be stopped by 21oohrs.

Latest by half past nine or close to ten. Last year was way better.

Tch. Boring people. Anyway~ Still had a lot of fun.

It poured earlier on & Nabihah came late. Found out she cabbed for no reason.

The whole function started late. By the time she reached the venue they got a break.
Bout an hour worth. Cigarettes, dancing & the EMP kids spinning.

Matthew was the last spinner for the night. Teddy was there~
FarahTCharles, Jerrica & Charlotte was there..
Loads'a people. Dancing all night & making a fool out of ourselves.
Heading back & forth; to & from the park to SouthA.

& when they turn the lights on we smoked a couple more sticks at the park

while waiting for Jerry & headed to Deck which lasted a couple more hours.

Hung out with the [B]eats[E]ncore kids while we ate & then with the Replugios.

Around midnight we headed off somewhere else & just talked.

Dhivvs doggies are so cute!!~
& huge!! & fluffy~ & omgg.
Cabbed home with Jerri at 2.
Reached hm by half past more or less.

TalkingToStars. ♥

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 2:00 PM



Nov 19, 2011:

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Always reflect on yourself first.

Dear diary,, Fri-dayy *181111*.

Friday.

Well.. know how things haven't been working out for me lately?

I just wanna go into Panda's Zen IDGAF mode but..

I seriously.. can't keep doing that anymore.

Those cliché "life lessons" bullshit that is so obvious to people?

I re-learned a lot of those today. Running away indubiously won't solve anything.

Gotta just face the problem head on; have a HTHT & feel better.

& boy do I feel better. Hahaha~

Although I could really use a smoke & a skip on Monday..

But today was awesome. Had shrimp, fruit tarts & Fanta grape at the jetty with Dardar.
& prior to that.. the crowd was friggin awesome!!~

See what I mean? =D
Click for a clearer view people. Or have you never done this before? =P
Sad thing? We missed sunset.
Awesome thing? Fruit tarts!!~ Right? Raaiiiiightt?? 

 Ph-phh-PHAILL.
Too darkk.
Falling sick.
Nullified mindless zombie here.

p.s. Damn it. What to wear for tomorrowwww........??

TalkingToStars. ♥

SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:26 AM