Feb 6, 2011:
DDx
Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*o6o211* .So hot!! =((
Aduhaii~
Perangai matrep2 skang..
Nak beli burger pon tak senang.
ahaha~
Out at town with Zai! ^^V
Apparently just him. =/
Dada tak ikooot.
tsk. Penin~
wait no. last minute change.
Dada, Fauziah, Hakim, Hakim2 & Hidayat joined us.
Effing crazy people screaming around town. hha~
TalkingToStars. ♥
LiL♂Miss[V]exatious
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:02 PM
Feb 5, 2011:
x'((
Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*o5o211* .Pheel Thso.. STHICK! x'((
*sip~
Ahh~ heaven~
Mummy got me Hot ChocoLatte & we're now at JP McD. ;P
So.. AWESOME.. O.o~
Screw the society!
Always gettin' fcuked & working so hard for nothing.
Next time, if we wanna stand up for ourselves..
Make sure we play Offense so HARD..
That they fall & we can get through.
Don't nudge them & make em waver..
In the end they sober up & push you down ten-fold.
This is what i've learnt..
When im gonna work hard..
i make sure it's at something worth working hard for.
Something that can be made sure, what's received is returned.
TalkingToStars. ♥
LiL♂Miss[V]exatious
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 2:42 PM
Jan 17, 2011:Another war i won't let bring me down.
♥LaLa Land™
Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*16o111* .
JabberwockyJanuary. ♥
VeeWarsII
hahs.
feel good inc.
Gorillaz.
♥
old song but i love the bassline.
one song i couldn't get out of my head in years.
i need this.
my remedy.
@Tamp
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:13 AM
Jan 15, 2011:
♥LaLa Land™
May your laughter be brought back to you in no time.
& you remain the strong intangible Yaya as always.
Dear diary,,
Dedicated to my bestfriend since pri sch. ♥
Someone who never ceases to amaze all the people around her.
i choose to believe that when you finally read this you'd be fine already.
Nurhajasuriah. Sinaran hidup anda~ ^^V
You're our laughing gas!
The on thing that brings everyone in her life laughter.
Don't.You.Forget.
If there's no laughter in you then what about us?
Breathe in.. count from 1 to 10 with your eyes closed.
Slow down your pace..
Untangle from your thoughts..
& try to just chill.
Wherever you are..
chill.
& know that im just a step behind to catch you if you fall.
So are the many people who care about you.
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:47 AM
Dec 20, 2010:
Tweet: #Things i miss.
Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*2o121o* .ICE CREAM!!~ ♥
Currently at South with Liyana..
Daniel left about an hour ago..
i think. =/
Haishh~ business here.. marketing there.. -.-
So i woke up like..
okay.. not as cute as that but yeah.. -.-zZz Ohh MY GAWD!!~ isn't she CUTE?!?!?!
ohh~ kayy.. anyways~ yeah.. after rolling around in bed..
Got ready, had breakfast & headed to sch to return the Mac 1st Gen to RPRC.
Then i made my way to Funan. Eyes still.. =_=zzz
& yeah.. Now i'm in sch. Again. Yaaayy~
hmm.. what is.. Life? exactly.
haha! kayy enough of that.
Updates later..
Stay tuned.
2340hrs: typing out earlychildhood documents again.
no more hp for a while..
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:22 PM
Dec 16, 2010:My mind explodes.
Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*16121o* .
Trust no one.
Never rely.
Survive.
Do.. Whatever it takes.
It doesn't matter.
i know what you're trying to do..
but i won't give in to you..
That's for screwin' up my mind.
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 4:33 PM
Dec 15, 2010:Officially missing you..
♥LaLa Land™
Na.. nana.. nanana..
Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*14121o* .
Today's prob trigger?
Basking. ^^V
We did a LOAD'a stupid stuffs.
Elevator goes up~ Elevator comes down~ xD
Made Jordan Dance Popping~ xD
bla3..
ytd.. hahahahahahahahaha.
Well let's leave it at that.
The lifeguard picking on me. -.-||
So did Ashraf & yeah. =_=|||
upcoming plans not at all helping me with my skin colour..
i'm only gettin' blacker. haishh..
All i hear is raindrops,
Falling on the rooftops..
Oh baby, tell me
why'd you have to go ..?
Cause this pain i feel it won't go away..
Just like a star across my sky..
Just like an angel off the page..
You disappeared out of my life..
Feel like i'll never be the same..
Honour to love you.. ♥
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:37 PM
Dec 10, 2010:I miss this..
Let's be rockstars baby..
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*o9121o* .
Let's all be teenage rockstars baby..
i'll write the song and you sing along.
pick up the pace and play something maybe.
it won't be for too long.. till we find where you belong..
been awhile since i wrote a song..
maybe i should. put a lil twist in there somewhere..
NomadicCamp training at 7.
gonna stop by sch 1st of course..
gastric in the morn.. coz i didn't eat lunch, dinner or breakfast.
bluekk!!~ puke2. haha. wtf?
yeah.. still don't feel quite well.. it happens.
i'm not emotionally or physically stable right now.
in other words..
i'm insane.
HTHT needed witchu.
just saying..
we'll see how it goes.
it won't change much i think.
As time goes by & we're forced to grow up..
I find myself wanting to be someone's pillar of support.
Instead of seeking someone to listen to me go on about me, me, me.
I wanna be the one great friend people can count on to be there.. the one who says,
Chill babe.. *hugs* you free tomorrow?
grab a box of ciggies, two cans of redbull,
A WHOLE LOTTA SUGAR,
your set of wheels..
& we run the streets making a fool of ourselves
& laugh all night looking at the stars & racing across town.
Just like you babe..
i wanna be like you..
Talking to stars.. ♥
Labels: Life and its shortcomings, Life is like a rollercoaster ride
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 2:13 PM
Dec 8, 2010:
it doesn't matter what the outcome is.
decisions are decisions..
& this is one i have to take.
Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*o8121o* .
yay! i feel so much better~ x3
The flu yesterday was so exasperating. -.-
After sch i had lunch with Yaya before riding the bus home.
Major migraines. That buzzing in my head. Goin' Buzz.. Buzz.. Buzz..
Had a super looong and satisfying rest.. =)
being a girl is hard. hha!
Wait is that good or bad?
Circumstances~ circumstances~ ^^V
Can't help the sugar rush!
Ohh goshh.. must tie myself down to the ground.
i feel like i can sky rocket into space any second these days.. x3
in the words of NurhajasuriahBteHamid~ alalalala!!~
I can't stop myself from feeling the adoration~
Yaya kateee~ don't keep it inside.. haha!
she claims that i'm worse then her.
But then now it doesn't matter since she's back with Akid. -.-
Today in class: Built a maze for hamster[RAT] -.-
had a LOAD'a fun anyways~ xD
kechohh pe?? hhah~ Sempat potong fringe Vee?
Jeydahh the murderer. huhu!
okay.. imma head to Jo's class to jam!
then to RPRC to return the lappy & head home.
PEACE!!~ ^^V
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 4:05 PM
Dec 6, 2010:Badum Tshh!!~
Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*o6121o* .
i cleared up all the crap.
Don't continue tailing the trails left on my webworks.
Nothing to see here~ Just keep walking.. =)
Anyway.. Today in E35N:
He kinda reminds me of MrKFC. haha!
Really2. With the mustache & all.
I think it's because I'm dressed too comfortably.
Haha! currently in class having a "serious" discussion..
abooouttt~ how many times one can skip class this sem. haha!
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anyways.. i think i should turn back into a girl soon..
hha! but imma stay tomboy bobcat a lil while longer..
at least i quit smoking! officially.. i hope.
yeah.. so.. uhm..
not much to update.
tomorrow's Chandran's lesson i think. *sigh*
& yay! updated my mixpod.
but Boo tumblr down..
im dying of boredom.. haha!
but maybe in a way this is a good thing.. hmm..
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:22 PM
Dec 3, 2010:My existence will be forgotten yet again. Soon.. soon.. =)
♥LaLa Land™
honestly.. i don't know. it's not that im acting..
it's that i REALLY DON'T WANT to care.
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*o2121o* .
hmm..
Happy birthday ErmaDzalin!~Recently got back from giving Emm a birthday surprise.
I gotta admit. Replugios are SUPER great actors.
None of them leaked anything. Their faces were -.-.
The cake was Yummy! xD
Anyways.. Have a great birthday babe!All the best in your Life.. =)
Have a WHOLE LOAD'a happy. =3
Working on a "masterpiece".
yeah right.. completing the portrait.
im extra careful with this one.
don't wanna slip up & have to start all over again.
im struggling..
i hope i can take all the shits coming back.
i really need to have a HTHT with some random stranger.
it'll feel so much lighter on me.
End of class. TGIF:
Faci so kechoh..
play my guitar.. haha.
yay! i got KitKat!!~ xD
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TheEnd
it's CRUCIAL to have you by my side.
this is so fucked up.. i need a portal.
or a time warp.. maybe a wormhole.
i just need my star.
pretty much the only one who has ever..
entered my life throughout the years & not caused a hit & run.
i really need to come to terms with the realities of life & bury you.
i've been doing that for years so why now?
resurrect yourself please. Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:28 PM
Nov 30, 2010:breathe in.. breathe out..
hmm..♥
Dear diary,, Tue-dayy*3o111o* .
ahahaha. Suicide club. ♥
So sick.. -.-
Me, Amirah & the rest of my kpo classmates
watched SuicideClub during class..
Super sick & cool. hha~
eeeeeeeee!!~
is how they went. haha!
Anyways~
Yesterday some annoying panda..
was being a fcuking panda..
You've got arms & legs.. WALK. ^^V
perangai Vee seyy. haha!
& THANKS ehk A.
yes i love you. sooooo much. -.-
Dammit. Should've logged outta Fb 1st.
ahh well~
wokay..
actually supposed to go for job training today..
but i'm lacking food & transportation fees..
therefore.. my conclusion is.. sleep. zzz
hmm..
i've calmed down..
but that doesn't change the impact..
shade has in my life..
Sometimes there aren’t words.
The silence between us is flung wide as an ocean.
But I manage to reach across it, to wrap my arms around him
The Pact - Jodi Picoult
Talking to stars.. ♥
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SyidahAinVeeJr.; 2:52 PM
Nov 29, 2010:What we can never get back.
♥LaLa Land™
ehehe~♥
Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*29111o* .
ahahaha. kinky~
Well.. back in school!
saw a lotta hotstuffs on the beach.
Cutestuffz at Bedok! He's a chef!! huhuhuu~
okay.. will stop now. ^^V
Saw a lotta hot babes too~ yummy! ;)
okay honestly.. anyways..
currently using the school's laptop.
tsk. Will only be able to get back mine in about.. 2 weeks?
which means i would be able to sleep properly for a while..
maybe a lotta night outings.. nyahaha!
need to continue DuskyJogs..
rollerblading too.. =(
gosh it's been a while since i last rollerbladed.
really had a nice time at ECP..
i'm a little darker now.. =(
played soccer..swam a lot.. jiwang2.. hahahaha!
anyway..
uhm.. plans till January?
Working 2 main jobs..
3 days 2 nights chalet on the 12..
Nomadic camp around 16? about 5 days?
-not counting the days following up to the camp for training.-
langkawi trip on the 22nd-26/27th.. ^^V
there's a load more but i kinda can't think right now.
brain's too screwed up on how im gonna juggle my time..
especially for the 3rd PremierPure training.
& i have yet to get back to Wandi on the days i'll be free to work this Dec
Goshh it's random times like this that i miss you Faris..
Been a while eyhh.. a very long while..
funny how fragile life is..
i have so many things to tell you..
& i know you'll hear me out won't you..?
Love you still and always will..
Talking to stars.. ♥
Labels: Life and its shortcomings, Life is like a rollercoaster ride
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:36 PM
Nov 24, 2010:There are no such things as coincidences..
♥LaLa Land™
Identity.
Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*241o1o* .
field trip yay!~ xD
Childish? i can't waste the time i have been allowed to..
Once i get older there will be a day i can't anymore..
Job training at UbiTechPark at 4/5pm.
Contemplating on the moves i'll take.
Weird.. somehow or rather..
we really grow up to fit the meaning behind our names.
There are no such things as coincidences?
hmm..
Starting to fall sick again..
Need to head off to sleep..
Need to make it for the training coz it's the last for now..
ahh.. damnit.
really.. the fact that you are in my life is a paradox itself.
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SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:42 AM
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