Nov 25, 2010:hmm..
Cute!!~ gugu gaga?
Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*241o1o* .
recall & reflect~ xD
so.. we went to the National Museum.
Visit loads of exhibitions.
The pompeii exhibit especially..
Imagine.. a whole city buried by volcanic ash in less than a day.
Cool. Budget hp but the pics turned out nice. =/
After that i had lunch with HK before UTP.
So.. UTP~ forgot loads of things for the train-back.
but managed to pull through. ^^V
Had a nap while waiting for the rest to finish their training.
Coz i can't start till they end.
But i didn't realise Shah was there.. xD
Wandi just keeps annoying me. hahahaha~ _|_
After training.. went tampines to buy McD.
After which we waited for a 168 double deck..
And after that.. ate our burgers in the bus.. xP
Then stopped by deck for like what.. 10 mins?
& yeah.. the end. xD
later on.. we have DMA btw..
gotta wake up early. =( aww!!~
Honestly babe you need to just.. chill.
Take a breather for a sec.
Heck maybe skip a class & do something crazy..
It ain't worth stressing over..
& was that directed at me?
don't be sorry.. really.
you've got it the other way around..
just smile & live. ^^V
.you'll get over me.. definitely.
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:05 AM
Nov 22, 2010:still content.. so don't be stupid.
♥LaLa Land™
Have to get over you soon
& stop smoking.
starting to get hooked again.
Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*211o1o* .
The impact of another sorrowful Monday.
Happy birthday Nadya Hersheys.
Syanadz Twinku..
i miss running the streets of Jurong..
but most of all i miss you..
If you people still haven't figured anything out?
There are two characters in my life.
& they're both killing me.
& i can't do anything about it.
no. im never in love with 2 at any given time.
Might as well turn bisexual dontcha think?
More Fun.. More Love.. Less Drama..
in a way..
haha.. this sucks.
Remembering the convo last night at WoodlandsWaterfront.
haiyaiyai.. tsk2.
Vee doesn't fall in Love easily, mind you.
She gets crushes & might think it all to be real..
but she's fast to catch on & wake up to reality.
so if she confidently says she doesn't have feelings for someone..
she never will.
& if she confidently says she's in Love.. it's definitely real.
but then who gives a damn what she says..
hahahahaha.
she's a terribly good liar, she is.
she can make you believe it if she wanted to.
do you honestly believe?
do you even know any part of the truth?
who's to say all she's been spurting out were lies.
No. im not emo fcuk. im still keeping my promise. =)
Dude, if you're in love with someone..
Go for it. Who's to stop you.
just don't stray any other direction and get everyone worked up for ya.
& get out of her life please. ♥
wokay..
i'm done.
chill.. still happy. ^^V
I just can't find the right words for anything anymore.
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:04 AM
Nov 21, 2010:Flame Awards '1o
Just one week Vee.
Then go back to being a good gurl.
but keep the happy. =)
Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*211o1o* .
AWESOME night! xD
on a roll avoiding Emo-Nausity~ ^^V
Sorry Shyazanna for stealing your trademark emoticon.
Just got back home at oo45+hrs..
Left Woodlands Waterfront at oo15hrs. Cabbed. xD
The day started sleepy.
Niece & Nephews super adorable~ xD
plus energetic & annoying.. BUT adorable nonetheless.
Left at noon to get dressed & ready for Flame awards.
Someone at the block beside mine wanted to commit suicide.
As usual they had the balloon thingy out & the officers acting spiderman.
honestly hate how people don't treasure life..
i wish life could be transfered.
You don't want it then you could've given it to him. -.-
The jump didn't happen AGAIN.
it wasn't the 1st attempt by the same person.
Anyways.. Flame awards.. UBER FUNTASTIQUE.
All of us acting like wannabe major hollywood stars~
The red carpet.. A Load'a pictures.. MORE pictures..
Tatoos~ Suits & Makeup~ The actual award show..
Replug being replug the Kechohrables..
FRONT ROW SEATS! hellyeah~ SEX.
hha! the fuck? i'm never talking lyddat again.
i hope.
Dinner was.. not half bad.. =) yummy2~ xD
after that was the after party!!~
What is better than hot people?
Hot people dancing SEXY SMEXY.
Replug bringing the party with us & grinding the dancefloor.
Always a hot encounter on the dancefloor. ;3
You know it when the hottie's there smiling..
stealing glances on the dancefloor.. ;P
hha! okay whutt? skip~ DillyDance was rated TOP.
Then WanCai gave some of us a lift to WoodlandsWaterfront.
Actually climbed the damn web in heels! AWESOME!
Other than that.. a lot of laughter..
a lot of stories.. scary and/or humorous~
temptations.. =/
hha!!~ and there we were.. FABULOUS..
The night was ours. ♥
It's not that you're not good enough.
It's that we ain't got 'it' or we would've long ago.
& is it feasible to imagine you walking up to have a chat?
plus it isn't that favored among your people.
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 2:18 AM
Nov 20, 2010:blinded to seeing you.. invisible.
♥LaLa Land™
♥barely breathing.
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*2o1o1o* .
Technically it's very much Saturday.
Also.. watching |porn/sex documentary| & |gore|..
reserving tix for MokshaMudra?..
Getting caught in a super unexpected downpour at night..
while otw puff2. i NEEDED the wash.. x3
And then there's watching the actual MM concert..
falling asleep through "autumn" because i was too tired..
Walking to deck AND decking..
& chatting with Clayton on msn before the movie.
so.. the HarryPotter movie we booked was on the oo35hr slot.
Scary how the cinema looks at night.
Reviews? it was okay.. won't release any spoilers. =)
only got back to the woodlands hse a few mins ago.
okay..
Face the fact.
Neither of us are that naive.
i just won't admit defeat yet.
Labels: Life and its shortcomings, Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 4:17 AM
Nov 19, 2010:Mercy.. i need not. Adieu..
♥still alive.
Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*191o1o* .
Thursday & well into Friday.
asa!~ Vee you genius you! haha.
the fcuk. ahh well..
anticipated, erased.. back on track.
ironic.. just like i told you A.
when i get those Fortelling Dreams & DejaVus..
i get hit twice as hard.
died twice roday..
Ain did. Vee is still keeping her promise.
staying alive.. smiling.. even if it kills her summor.
Coz she's AWESOME. hha.. well..
tell you what..
imma share a LiL secret..
im actually a.. guy!! *gasp*
haha~ enjoying my Life & having hot gay partners.
what else on my list?
Next over Malboro.
|Definitely. i missed this feeling.|
a lil X action.
|Lookin' forward..|
and a whole lot of days to run the streets.
|My sole attention wasted on you, darling, Love.|
you are love..
someone i never expected to fall for.
someone i'd hate to feel for because everyone else does too.
you are love..
a splendid company.. my laughing gas & nuttiness galore..
it's been a pleasure to have fallen in Love with someone like you..
give me time..
i'll step aside and erase everything i held on for..
& alas.. my final bid.. i Love you.. i sincerely do it's true.
LiL♂Miss[V]exatious
Labels: Life and its shortcomings, Life is like a rollercoaster road, Life's autumn past.. i stand on winter's verge.
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:28 AM
Nov 16, 2010:zzz~
♥define bitch.
Dear diary,, Tue-dayy*161o1o* .
Initially something sparked my inspiration to write a
story of guns and damselz and serial killers in dark pebbled roads.
now i just wanna sleep.
haha.
my mistake.. it wasn't cognitives just now.
NewMediaComms and more HTML CSS crap.
quite fun actually. slowly hypnotising me into the world of codes.
feel so comfy & boyish today~
got lazy picking outfits so settled with a huge Tee.
hair was just the usual.
wanted to bring along a pillow but.. ohh well~
And A. you'd be glad to know i keepin' my promise..
Livin' Like a Seventeen.
Making my own elation with self-fulfilling prophecies..
still have yet to finish the task at hand though.. need to fix something.
Clubbing at Artbites? haha~
when the lights suddenly turned off.
hmm.. Saturday.. what should we go as?
VicePres. says let's just suit up! matrix! haha~
i don't want another pretty face..
i don't want just anyone to hold..
i don't want my love to go to waste..
i want you and your beautiful soul..
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:02 AM
Nov 15, 2010:Pretty Reckless.
♥contradictions. the irony..
Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*151o1o* .
Dear Mr A. Chandran..
dude.. please. You're a cute lil old man but boring is boring.
you might as well have been a hunk but i'd still fall asleep in your class.
pick up the pace a notch eyhh?
Don't make me watch videos!
i have it all planned out..
if staring at the ceiling lights won't work,
imma watch SherlockHolmes!~ ♥
let's see how today goes..
with any luck i'd turn some situations around.
and actually take A.'s advice.
all the best Vee.. i hope.
I can be in love but I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the guys don't matter in your presence can't do what you do
There's a million boys around but I don't see no one but you
Boy you're so one in a million
You are..
Baby you're the best I ever had
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 2:25 AM
Nov 14, 2010:Random updates..
♥LaLa Land™
eyecandy♥
Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*141o1o* .
i can't help it.
need to say this so bad..
Hungryyyyy!!~
what is up with my appetite?
i'm hungry but i don't eat.
looking at food makes me wanna puke.
i've been filling myself up with snacks just to suffice.
& i think that's the main reason for the shivering. =/
i've been having vulgarities ringing in my head too.
haha! this one's funny but true.
minah temptations to type diam lah Cii.Bii.!
to no one in particular FYI.
i'm not that kind of person.
here's a random recall:
Duke Orsino speaks, Twelfth Night act 1, scene 1::
If music be the food of love, play on..
Give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die.
That strain again! it had a dying fall..
O, it came o’er my ear like the sweet sound,
That breathes upon a bank of violets..
by William Shakespeare
and to end it all off randomly?
a random thought:
What if..
in some different dimention
a virtual reality where people only refer to me as
"Ain"
existed..? hmm.. =/
lapar..
hungry..
wo tu je er..
i didn't do my freakin' enterprise Rj..
the only thing worrying me is the cute faci being disappointed.
ohh! one last random shit:
finally heard the lyrics to "Isn't she lovely" clearly..
Falling in love with the feeling the song can bring..
having a gift of your own..
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:58 AM
Nov 12, 2010:Tale of a travelling cat.
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*121o1o* .
not enough sleep.
sleepy sleepy day..
plugged in my earphones had a nice nap at the staircase
being tuned in to 987.
but i definitely had a comfy night..
i think i adapt too easily to people's homes.
haha~ all i need to do is curl up into the corner
and sleep.. purr~ haha!
lala..
lalala..
lalalala..
ohh and you!
why do i keep running into you these days eyhh?
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:32 PM
:this is me askin' "what if?", "what if?"..
♥LaLa Land™
Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*111o1o* .
not that much of a sunshine-filled day.
peachy? not.
a few hours ago i would've wrote one sentence
and ended the post.
Well.. someone definitely cheered me up.
Thanks A. for hangin' out with me till o1o5hrs.
super random and fun topics came out..
honestly how did we go there..?
sorry.. i think you know so very clearly..
what i wanted to say yesterday.
but you don't know why..
contemplating whether i should fcuk it and take the risk.
might be our pitfall though..
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:54 AM
Nov 10, 2010:Pure sweetness.
♥LaLa Land™
Dear diary,, Tues-dayy*o91o1o* .
Today.. was AWESOME.
Honestly from dawn to dusk it was just FAB.
haha~ did all the weird stuffz today.
became the classy hairstylist, photographer, special guest, etc..
*self-proclaimed but with recognition xP*
Seriously fun backstage..
all the cameras!!~
the make up!!~
the costumes!!~
HOT PEOPLE.
OHH EMM GEE!!~
kechohh pe?
hahahahaha!!~ ohh goshh..
reactions to my outfit today was a lil +.
and i feel like i've yet to accomplish what i aimed for.
but it's fine..
Fab day nonetheless!
genuinely.. sincerely. FAB job guys. xD
i just hope SYAZWAN KAMSANI uploads the pics ASAP.
and that somebody learns something..
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SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:15 AM
♫|Nostalgia|
