Nov 16, 2010:zzz~
♥define bitch.
Dear diary,, Tue-dayy*161o1o* .
Initially something sparked my inspiration to write a
story of guns and damselz and serial killers in dark pebbled roads.
now i just wanna sleep.
haha.
my mistake.. it wasn't cognitives just now.
NewMediaComms and more HTML CSS crap.
quite fun actually. slowly hypnotising me into the world of codes.
feel so comfy & boyish today~
got lazy picking outfits so settled with a huge Tee.
hair was just the usual.
wanted to bring along a pillow but.. ohh well~
And A. you'd be glad to know i keepin' my promise..
Livin' Like a Seventeen.
Making my own elation with self-fulfilling prophecies..
still have yet to finish the task at hand though.. need to fix something.
Clubbing at Artbites? haha~
when the lights suddenly turned off.
hmm.. Saturday.. what should we go as?
VicePres. says let's just suit up! matrix! haha~
i don't want another pretty face..
i don't want just anyone to hold..
i don't want my love to go to waste..
i want you and your beautiful soul..
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:02 AM
Nov 15, 2010:Pretty Reckless.
♥contradictions. the irony..
Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*151o1o* .
Dear Mr A. Chandran..
dude.. please. You're a cute lil old man but boring is boring.
you might as well have been a hunk but i'd still fall asleep in your class.
pick up the pace a notch eyhh?
Don't make me watch videos!
i have it all planned out..
if staring at the ceiling lights won't work,
imma watch SherlockHolmes!~ ♥
let's see how today goes..
with any luck i'd turn some situations around.
and actually take A.'s advice.
all the best Vee.. i hope.
I can be in love but I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the guys don't matter in your presence can't do what you do
There's a million boys around but I don't see no one but you
Boy you're so one in a million
You are..
Baby you're the best I ever had
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 2:25 AM
Nov 14, 2010:Random updates..
♥LaLa Land™
eyecandy♥
Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*141o1o* .
i can't help it.
need to say this so bad..
Hungryyyyy!!~
what is up with my appetite?
i'm hungry but i don't eat.
looking at food makes me wanna puke.
i've been filling myself up with snacks just to suffice.
& i think that's the main reason for the shivering. =/
i've been having vulgarities ringing in my head too.
haha! this one's funny but true.
minah temptations to type diam lah Cii.Bii.!
to no one in particular FYI.
i'm not that kind of person.
here's a random recall:
Duke Orsino speaks, Twelfth Night act 1, scene 1::
If music be the food of love, play on..
Give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die.
That strain again! it had a dying fall..
O, it came o’er my ear like the sweet sound,
That breathes upon a bank of violets..
by William Shakespeare
and to end it all off randomly?
a random thought:
What if..
in some different dimention
a virtual reality where people only refer to me as
"Ain"
existed..? hmm.. =/
lapar..
hungry..
wo tu je er..
i didn't do my freakin' enterprise Rj..
the only thing worrying me is the cute faci being disappointed.
ohh! one last random shit:
finally heard the lyrics to "Isn't she lovely" clearly..
Falling in love with the feeling the song can bring..
having a gift of your own..
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:58 AM
Nov 12, 2010:Tale of a travelling cat.
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*121o1o* .
not enough sleep.
sleepy sleepy day..
plugged in my earphones had a nice nap at the staircase
being tuned in to 987.
but i definitely had a comfy night..
i think i adapt too easily to people's homes.
haha~ all i need to do is curl up into the corner
and sleep.. purr~ haha!
lala..
lalala..
lalalala..
ohh and you!
why do i keep running into you these days eyhh?
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:32 PM
:this is me askin' "what if?", "what if?"..
♥LaLa Land™
Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*111o1o* .
not that much of a sunshine-filled day.
peachy? not.
a few hours ago i would've wrote one sentence
and ended the post.
Well.. someone definitely cheered me up.
Thanks A. for hangin' out with me till o1o5hrs.
super random and fun topics came out..
honestly how did we go there..?
sorry.. i think you know so very clearly..
what i wanted to say yesterday.
but you don't know why..
contemplating whether i should fcuk it and take the risk.
might be our pitfall though..
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:54 AM
Nov 10, 2010:i'm an idiot.
♥LaLa Land™
what you can only see from afar.
untouchable. unattainable.
Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*1o1o1o* .
One. I hope someone would be able to let go.
Two. I deserve to just shutthefuckup and be alone.
Three. I'm in love with a guy & this painful death so slow.
Four. I know it too well. It should be over but i'm in the danger zone.
he's the one who is oblivious to the colour my eyes are turning into.
the one who should know better then to approach me at all.
he's the one who should just leave me alone for a few..
to face the wall and reflect for 5 mins..
maybe for a couple of months.
maybe for the rest of Fall.
he's the one who's giving me butterflies & makes me wanna cry.
i just want him to LEAVE ME ALONE.
or at least to treat me like a guy.
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 10:40 AM
:Pure sweetness.
♥LaLa Land™
Dear diary,, Tues-dayy*o91o1o* .
Today.. was AWESOME.
Honestly from dawn to dusk it was just FAB.
haha~ did all the weird stuffz today.
became the classy hairstylist, photographer, special guest, etc..
*self-proclaimed but with recognition xP*
Seriously fun backstage..
all the cameras!!~
the make up!!~
the costumes!!~
HOT PEOPLE.
OHH EMM GEE!!~
kechohh pe?
hahahahaha!!~ ohh goshh..
reactions to my outfit today was a lil +.
and i feel like i've yet to accomplish what i aimed for.
but it's fine..
Fab day nonetheless!
genuinely.. sincerely. FAB job guys. xD
i just hope SYAZWAN KAMSANI uploads the pics ASAP.
and that somebody learns something..
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 3:15 AM
Nov 7, 2010:Life as we know it.
Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*o71o1o* .
well.. we took a trip to "batu 20/ Lot20"
had a look at the sea but it was drizzling..
so we took a diff course to JurongSAFRA.
had a lovely meal there..
chocoLatte Eclaire~ yummy!
alotta laughter and childishness.
blown up plastic swords..
starwars.. -.-
haha!
well..
there was west coast after that.
more stories.
more laughter.
and we're back home
to get some shut eye..
coz there're classes tomorrow.
Labels: Laughter . is . good . XPP
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:53 PM
:things you wish you could do for someone..
♥LaLa Land™
things you wish you could do for someone..
take away all their pain..
but all you could do is watch..
and wish with all your heart to take their place..
or at least make it all disappear.
Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*o61o1o* .
my cuz is in KKH's ICU.
tonsils givin' attitude.
he felt so pissed & uncomfortable with all the tubes..
he plugged em' out when no one's lookin'.
a strong boy he is..
after 3 visits to the hospital they didn't know coz he didn't have a fever.
now they gotta keep him asleep to
stop him from pulling out the tubes..
he can do this..
he'll pull through.
he's a very strong boy.
& he's getting better already..
Let's pray he will..
someone as young as him never deserved this.
ironic how the rain showered the earth..at that moment
and i could see a scene played out so clearly..
what is it i'll never tell..
unless your opinions matter.
and you were a part of it..
might be a part of it.
shh.
Labels: Life and its shortcomings
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 1:57 AM
Nov 6, 2010:My 5 senses.. which is stronger.. from what i thought was my sight became my hearing..
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*o61o1o* .
Temptations to hug people close to me..
must restrain myself.
ESPECIALLY when it's cold..
but goshh hugs feel so..
anyway.. what went down ytd?
Entrepreneurship+cramps = stoning and heck of a lotta pain.
yeah well..
i'm supposed to submit my Rj by 2359hrs today..
but..
-this is vee from the future. o6111o, 1o44hrs.-
my fcuking laptop just decided to "get well".
i missed the deadline by 10 hrs and 44 mins.
fuck you. fuck you.
well whatev. so on thursday we attended the JA concert
after the preview with Zaini of course..
Zaini was happy that day.. =/
& i've got last min tix from Nisa but ended up swapping places.
basket sia gerard.
felt like i was in those simulators..
was literally being shooked out off my seat and everything.
!@#$% haha!
the scales and home sweet home chorus thing we did?
a load a crap but exactly what makes Replug fun.
Deck was.. interesting. haha!
learnt a lot just by stoning and listening in from time to time..
Just now..
met up with Liyana & Kak In to support Zee on
Teenage Icon '1o..
after which we went alotta other places..
Ate at makan sutra which got us randomly interviewed.
the interviewer got us wrong when we said
we came from a singing competition.
"is it A capella?" "congratulations!!" O.o||
and Esplanade bay's La Salle preview..
+cute lil spunky dude on the big drums over here.. xP+
also.. this AWESOME FABTASTIC percussion grp called
just gave us the thrills!
the sketches in my mind is vividly painted beautiful.
shh.
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:27 AM
Nov 4, 2010:Love Vs Logic.
♥LaLa Land™
happy2 birthday kak In!!~
May you always be blessed with loving people around you..
and keep in mind..
Craziness is equivalent to Happiness!!~ xD
Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*o41o1o* .
NovemberNocturne.
WeirdWednesday.
been awhile eyhh?
haishh.. i sense a future B/C.
faci caught me Fb-ing & i rarely do in her class.
damnit. of all times yeah..?
well.. today was creative concepts.
always a pleasure workin' with my team in this module.
fun bunch of peepz..
though the RJ was screwed.
also.. watched "Clouds, a work in progress" after sch at 7pm.
cool shit. not so bad..
although some gestures and dialogues were stiff.
but it was great.. x3
Another smart club slash mass mind fcuk sess at deck. xD
a lil' tour around wdlnds after that..
then deck again to talk about philosophies~
other than that.. reached home at about half past midnight?
irony of PINK for me today.
*shivers*
coincidental contrast..
well.. well..
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 12:56 AM
♫|Nostalgia|
|Melancholy|♪
