Aug 7, 2010:Updated. Weekends.
♥LaLa Land™
i'd rather remain oblivious.
Dear diary,, Sat-dayy *o7o81o* .
AudaciousAugust.
SabbaticSaturday
hi panda..
no.
i won't "hate blog" boutchu.
when did i ever?
haha..
God's telling me im on9 too much.
get a life.
well actually i've been on the lappie less these days..
but of all times my lappie had to pms.
whatever eyhh..?
going YamahaAsianBeats at TampinesMall later on..
with someone i haven't seen for a while..
ever since that day he bought me currypuffs
and we went home together.
haha! yes. currypuffs. whoopee.
to you know who you are..:
might buy you a gift..
but of course im cancelling out your
"i'll be your slave for a month thing"
[keyword:.might]
to "you":
i'm SO sorry i swear..
i did say sorry that day.. well mumbled.
thought you heard.
nvm.. sorry. =/
how much lower can i go..?
if..
i've hit oblivian.. ♥
Labels: Life and its shortcomings, stupid . LiL . mistakes . in . Life .
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 9:27 AM
Aug 6, 2010:F3Friday
♥LaLa Land™
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy *o6o81o* .
AudaciousAugust.
FreakyFrivolousFabianFriday.
ohh how you screw up my mind.
they should make mindfuck illegal.
no.
nothing about the previous few sentences
was sick.
Laptop dropped ytd. *gasp*
yeah. it was more serious then than i make it sound.
idiot. idiot. idiot.
Ughh!!!
contemplating on quitting..
quit what? you people figure out.
i won't be missed.
wokeup with a non-alcoholic hangover.
no remedy available..
[if it exists..]
i think i talk too much.
what do you think?
walking away always end me up facing a
U-turn and a DeadEnd sign.
yeah.
walking in circles.. ♥
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road, stupid . LiL . mistakes . in . Life .
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 8:46 AM
May 26, 2010:Nights..
Dear diary,, Wed-dayy *26o51o* .
Want to go decking again today..
yesterday was fun!
felt like i was among fam.
Though they are very lost & confused friends. huhuhu!~
Labels: Life and its shortcomings, stupid . LiL . mistakes . in . Life .
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 8:34 AM
May 21, 2010:stop it.
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy *21o51o* .
EFF my internet connection. i have no time to do my LEO.
& just came back from guitar ensemble. =))
im LEARNING. =))
ahahahaha! *tao-gay"
& seriously..
STOP IT LAH SIA.
i'll change everything on wednesday.
you're really not helping the situation.
& i bloody apologised right?! =_=||
wth do you want anyway?
& i thought i was indecisive.
Labels: stupid . LiL . mistakes . in . Life .
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 11:28 PM
May 20, 2010:♥Finally seeing things clearly..
Dear diary,, Thur-dayy *20o51o* .
hee!~
so addicted to ♥KissFrom aRose by Seal~
so.. so.. ADDICTIVE!!~ =))
Replug camp on o1-o3o61o..
but my band didn't got in..
Not as nice as i thought it'll feel. =((
still wondering if what happened ytd was my imagination. O.o
but.. it doesn't matter..
coz it's now or never..
& i keep getting held back the longer i wait.
we're not moving forward.. he ain't the one..
deep down i know..
ive finally seen things clearly..
gonna have to right my wrongs..
erase my mistakes..
im sorry.. sincerely.. for vexing you.. everything stupid ive done till now.
should've not changed my mind 2 wks ago..
should've really let go then & there..
so...
if it's ok with you..
let's be friends again..
just like last time..
nothing happened.. we're just us..
we'll be fine..
we'll be happier..
our lives will be much better.
you have a good life kay?
ill be fine.. coz im stronger now & ive got angels watching my back.
& you have yours..
& we'll be each others'..
turning back time..
im sorry.. im truly madly deeply sincerely sorry.
for turning you into who you are now.
for making us awkward.
for not listening to you..
you're right..
im feeling bloody guilty right now. sorry.. =(
very sorry.. please welcome me with a smile..
coz im not as strong as i want to be.
let's go crazy together. =)
Labels: Life is like a rollercoaster road, promises to myself..., stupid . LiL . mistakes . in . Life .
SyidahAinVeeJr.; 8:47 AM
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